Amber: Dad Won't Stop Raping Me  
 
 
 


I have been pretending to be a 14 year old girl in Yahoo! chatrooms. I will share the best excerpts this week. Warning: some may be quite graphic. This first one is with an alleged 16-year-old from Trinidad. I had just disconnected from him because he was boring; he wanted to know why. I am a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r, he is luke_911_1


luke_911_1: hey i know u their give me 5 to clare this up
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: fine, u have 5 minutes
luke_911_1: ok
luke_911_1: why did u log of was it something i said??
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: it is because i have to go!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: jeez!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i've gotta go get raped!
luke_911_1: did i offend u in any way
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no! no! calm down!
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: okay? i really gotta go, my dads gonna rape me.
luke_911_1: so we friends then
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ok!
luke_911_1: what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes we are friends!
luke_911_1: what u mean ur dad going to rape u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: rape, you know what rape is right?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he will have sex with me against my will
luke_911_1: u did it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: not yet, he's waiting!
luke_911_1: who
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: my dad!
luke_911_1: u and ur dad u kidding right
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no! u said 5 minutes i really gotta go!
luke_911_1: to do what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: to get raped, jeez dont u listen?
luke_911_1: what is it like
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: its terrible it hurts real bad!
luke_911_1: call 911 then
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: that's only for fire!
luke_911_1: u shure
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u told me so!
luke_911_1: still call them call some body
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: hes my dad though!
luke_911_1: what u mean
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i cant call police on my dad!
luke_911_1: why
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: hes my dad who will take care of me?
luke_911_1: got a mum
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no
luke_911_1: where is she
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: in oregon somewhere dont know where
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i gotta go my dad is coming!
luke_911_1: so do u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: bye later!
luke_911_1: want me to call
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no no no!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: dont!
luke_911_1: tell me the thrught is it true
luke_911_1: is he relly doing that to u howmany times have he done it to u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THIS IS AMBERS DAD
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: GO AWAY SO I MAY RAPE MY DAUGHTER!
luke_911_1: u freak
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WHO ARE YOU CALLING A FREAK?
luke_911_1: let me get my hands on u
luke_911_1: u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: SORRY! I LOVE YOU!
luke_911_1: what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I LOVE YOU LUKE 911 1 AND I LOVE MY DAUGHTER!
luke_911_1: let me talk to amber
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NO!
luke_911_1: why
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: BECAUSE SHE IS BUSY! BEING RAPED!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I AM EVIL!
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I SEEK A BRIDE!
luke_911_1: what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: BRING ME A WOMAN TO BE MY BRIDE!
luke_911_1: why u do such a thing to such a nice girl
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: BECAUSE I AM HER EVIL FATHER!
luke_911_1: u distroying i nice girls future to please your self
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: YES I AM!
luke_911_1: what she say about it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: SHE SAYS STOP! PLEASE STOP THE RAPES!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WRITE HER A POEM AND I WILL STOP!
luke_911_1: what u do about it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: IF YOU WRITE MY DAUGHTER A POEM I WILL STOP RAPING HER
luke_911_1: about what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ABOUT HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS!
luke_911_1: 1 line k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NO! 10 LINES OR MORE.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: SEND IT TO a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r@yahoo.com
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THAT IS HER EMAIL
luke_911_1: u mad man
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: YES I AM!
luke_911_1: can i talk to her now
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WRITE HER A POEM AND SAVE HER LIFE
luke_911_1: can i
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: POEM FIRST
luke_911_1: u nice u know why u talk like that
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WHY?
luke_911_1: why what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WHY HAVE YOU NOT WRITTEN A POEM?
luke_911_1: u herd me please ans me
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: YOU CAN CHAT WITH HER IF YOU WRITE A POEM
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I AM WAITING!
luke_911_1: u sweeter than suger softer than a rosers petal bueaty compared to a sun set at the beach looks like a perfect barby and smells like well i fresh picked rose
luke_911_1: so what u think
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THAT WAS A GOOD POEM.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: HERE IS AMBER.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: luke?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank you!
luke_911_1: u so funny u know
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank you so much it hurt so bad!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: did you write him a poem?
luke_911_1: what hurt
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he was raping me his penis hurt!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank you so much!
luke_911_1: how could he do so and chat with me at the same time
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am going to put u on my friends list
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: could u write more poems like that?
luke_911_1: ans me
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: it made him go away
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: oh i was under the table and he had me in the locks
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he does it all the time
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he likes to interrupt chats
luke_911_1: so how could hi rapr u and chat with me at the same time
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i was under the computer table tied up
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he has arm restraints i cant go anywhere
luke_911_1: u all was nakid
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no, he just pulle dmy panties off
luke_911_1: u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i hate it!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i wish he was dead!
luke_911_1: he takes off all ur cloth
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no, just my panties
luke_911_1: he takes of ur panths
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes
luke_911_1: how long do he do it for
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: today u worte a poem so he stopped before he finished
luke_911_1: what
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he ussually takes half hour to finish but u stopped him so he pulled out and left
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he went out to the garage
luke_911_1: i say call the cops
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u may be right
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i want to think about it over night though
luke_911_1: i am shure
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i know thank you.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u are so nice
luke_911_1: why so long he sould do it agen
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am nervous about the cops
luke_911_1: sorry could
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: it is hard to be in this situation
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: but i will call the police
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u are right
luke_911_1: how do u cope
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i cry alot
luke_911_1: pray and ask god to take u out of this sisutation
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ok u are right
luke_911_1: u ok
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yeah. u saved me today
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank u!
luke_911_1: u still hurting can i do any thing to help
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u already helped so much!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: with ur poetry
luke_911_1: what is ur addrest
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i cant give that out over the internet
luke_911_1: y
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: illegal
luke_911_1: what is
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: give address or phone # in chat
luke_911_1: nope
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i will im u tomorrow after i call the cops
luke_911_1: what it ur p n
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: cant!
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: sorry maybe later we can talk on the phone
luke_911_1: what u do in ur spair time
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: school
luke_911_1: spair time
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: my school is very hard, i have a lot of homework
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i like luge
luke_911_1: what is that
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: sport
luke_911_1: what sport u play
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: luge! it is a winter sport
luke_911_1: is it cold
luke_911_1: now
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes! u slide down ice
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: it is not cold now
luke_911_1: what u ware there
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: in luge? or today?
luke_911_1: to
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am wearing tommy hilfiger shirt, my pants ar eon the floor w my panties becuase of my dad
luke_911_1: got a bf
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no my dad wont let me have 1
luke_911_1: well put on ur cloths
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: okay, just a minute
luke_911_1: u done
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes sorry
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am ok.
luke_911_1: k
luke_911_1: u tell any of ur friends
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes
luke_911_1: what they say
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: they dont beleive me
luke_911_1: sorry
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am too
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: my dad is deputy mayor so nobody beleives anything
luke_911_1: bye got to go good luck bye
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: bye! thanks again for the poem! it helped a lot!
luke_911_1: so
luke_911_1: wate
luke_911_1: so tell me what he does agen and how
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: why do u want to know its sick!
luke_911_1: a summary leave out what u want to
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he has arm clamps like in jail under the computer table
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he puts my arms in them with my butt in the air
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he stands and types while he does it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: rapes me
luke_911_1: and he undressses himsely and u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no! he just pulls my panties down and takes his penis out
luke_911_1: jeas
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: it hurts so much!
luke_911_1: i an so sorry for u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: itll be over soon hopefully
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u stopped him today though
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he is so crazy about poetry
luke_911_1: so u are not a virgin any more
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no i want to be!
luke_911_1: how could u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i cant. ive never had anybody but my dad
luke_911_1: i will pray for u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i will pray too
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: to jesus
luke_911_1: u got any sis bro
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no
luke_911_1: yes yes
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i wish i did
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: so he could rape them instead of me
luke_911_1: bye friend when would he try to do it agen
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: tomorrow but i will call the police before then
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: send me another poem just in case though
luke_911_1: please do and preay to jesus
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r@yahoo.com
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i will pray. u send the poem.
luke_911_1: u know jesue can save u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: jesus and poetry can save me and policemen
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank u so much
luke_911_1: u want jesus
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: thank u jesus
luke_911_1: he is so good
luke_911_1: u want to axcept him as us lord and saviour
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i do! i do!
luke_911_1: say this ok
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ok
luke_911_1: dear god
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: dear god
luke_911_1: i am a sinner
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i am a sinner
luke_911_1: and have no one to turn to for help
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: GO AWAY I WISH TO RAPE MY DAUGHTER AGAIN!
luke_911_1: 5 min please with her
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: GO AWAY YOU ARE MAKING ME VERY ANGRY
luke_911_1: 5 min please sir
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NO YOU HAVE MADE ME ANGRY BY CHATTING WITH MY DAUGHTER.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE ME STOP IS A 20 LINE POEM
luke_911_1: do 1 thing for me
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WHAT IS IT?
luke_911_1: repeate this
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: IT HAD BETTER BE A POEM.
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: K
luke_911_1: 2 min k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: 2 MIN K
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THIS HAD BETTER BE A GREAT POEM.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I AM RAPING MY DAUGHTER RIGHT NOW.
luke_911_1: dear god lord jesus i am a sinner and i turn to u fr help i axcept u are god and u died for me and rose agen on the thied day i ask u to come into my life come in and take controll of it i surrender all to u and for give me of all my sins and make me hole agen thank u lord
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THAT DOESNT EVEN RHYME
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: THAT IS A TERRIBLE POEM.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: YOU ARE THE WORST POET EVER.
luke_911_1: say it please
luke_911_1: and mean it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: OKAY MAYBE IT WILL BE BETTER IF I SAY IT.
luke_911_1: where is amber
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: DEAR GOD LORD JESUS I AM A SINNER AND I TURN TO U FR HELP I AXCEPT U ARE GOD AND I DIED FOR ME AND ROSE AGEN ON THE THIED DAY I ASK U TO COME INTO MY LIFE COME IN AND TAKE CONTROL OF IT I SURRENDER ALL TO U AND FOR GIVE ME OF ALL MY SINS AND MAKE ME HOLE AGEN THANK U LORD
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NOPE, STILL A TERRIBLE POEM.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I WILL CONTINUE RAPING MY DAUGHTER.
luke_911_1: its a pray
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I WANTED A POEM NOT A PRAY, CANT YOU READ?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: DONT YOU CARE ABOUT MY DAUGHTER?
luke_911_1: yea that why i ask u to stop in the name of jesus
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I AM NOT STOPPING.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ONLY POETRY STOPS RAPE.
luke_911_1: i bind all u demands in the name of jesus be gon
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: POEMS, PLEASE!
luke_911_1: why u doing this
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: BECAUSE IT FEELS GOOD.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: HAVE YOU NEVER RAPED ANYONE?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: OR HEARD A WONDERFUL POEM?
luke_911_1: with ur doughter
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: YES.
luke_911_1: i know why
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: WHY?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: IF YOU ARE SO SMART WRITE ME A TRULY GREAT POEM.
luke_911_1: u were abused when u were small who did it
luke_911_1: ur dad
luke_911_1: mom
luke_911_1: sis
luke_911_1: bro
luke_911_1: aunt
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: TOTALLY UNTRUE. MY FATHER WOULD READ ME POETRY.
luke_911_1: uncle
luke_911_1: who
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I WAS NEVER ABUSED.
luke_911_1: so why do u do it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: BECAUSE I LOVE POETRY.
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: DO YOU LOVE POETRY?
luke_911_1: not as much as u to rape for it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I DO NOT RAPE FOR POETRY
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I RAPE FOR SEXUAL PLEASURE
luke_911_1: i am going to call the cops if i dont get to talk to amber now and if u dont stop
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: OK DONT CALL THE COPS JOST ONE SECOND
luke_911_1: what u doing now
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: STILL RAPING
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: JUST ONE SECOND WHILE I FINSH
luke_911_1: got to call the cops then
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NO NO NO IM DONE! LET ME UNHOOK AMBER!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: ARENT YOU IN TRINIDAD?
luke_911_1: let me talk to amber now
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: hey luke
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: did u read him a poem?
luke_911_1: what did he do u
luke_911_1: no
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he raped me again
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: but he finished this time
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: he should go to sleep now
luke_911_1: in what way
luke_911_1: did he do it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: same way as always, with me under the table while he chats
luke_911_1: how does he do that
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i told u! he starps my arms down with my butt in the air!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: and then he pulls my pants off
luke_911_1: he site and do it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no he stands
luke_911_1: sit
luke_911_1: and u on ur knees
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: sort of
luke_911_1: how does he reach
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: my butt is right under the table
luke_911_1: at ur high
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: what? why do u want to know this? do u like hearing about it?
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i hate talking about it!
luke_911_1: nope got to know what to tell the cops
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: arent u in trinidad?
luke_911_1: why
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: what are cops like there?
luke_911_1: like all cops
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: mean?
luke_911_1: did u call the cops
luke_911_1: did u
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: im waiting for him to go to sleep
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i have to get off the computer to use the phone
luke_911_1: why do he like having intercouse with u
luke_911_1: k
luke_911_1: bye
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i dont know!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: bye!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: u r a good person.
luke_911_1: goog luck
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: and u write good poetry.
luke_911_1: hey one thing
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: what?
luke_911_1: scroll u see the preay
luke_911_1: u see it
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes my dad was yelling it out loud when he was raping me
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: why?
luke_911_1: please pray that pray
luke_911_1: k
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: okay. i will!
luke_911_1: u will not tell ur p n and add right
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: no sorry maybe later i dont know u well enough now
luke_911_1: thats good
luke_911_1: dont give any and any people that information
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: okay!
luke_911_1: how old were u in the pic
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: 13
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: i gotta go call the police! bye!
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: wish me luck!
luke_911_1: u still look the same
luke_911_1: k
luke_911_1: could u send me a reasent pic
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: that was only last year i am only 14
luke_911_1: got any ather pic
a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: yes i will send them tomorrow i have to call police now!
luke_911_1: k bye