010: Cerebral Palsy Amber's second English cockswain was quite a bit more successful than her first, as I came up with a gimmick so terrible that I'm almost ashamed of myself for using it. Almost, but not quite. a1gent: Hey! I just wanted to say you look beautifull. Whats San Diego like? I'm seeing it sometime next year. a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: It's hot and dark a1gent: you mean there's no sun? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am inside all day a1gent: oh right a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am homeschooled a1gent: I see. Do you like that? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: NOOOO! It sucks! a1gent: you have my sympathy a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Your what? a1gent: sympathy - it means I'm sorry for you a1gent: anyway how are you doing? I didn't really expect a reply I just messaged because of your pic a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am fine, kind of itchy a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You know what I mean, right? a1gent: itchy? oh dear a1gent: like you want to scratch yourself or uneasy a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: First one a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Kind of a1gent: that's never nice. Are you allergic to anything? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: No, like sex itchy, silly! a1gent: oh right! sorry! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Goofy! a1gent: yeah I know. Have you seen my profile pic? Ppl say I have a big nose too a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: No, you are cute! a1gent: you should be a model a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Thank you! My dad won't allow it a1gent: your profile pic is gorgeous! a1gent: if you got any others let me know! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Not yet a1gent: you could just send them to an agency a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: My other pics look bad because they were taken after I got sick a1gent: oh no, what did you get? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Cerebral palsy a1gent: really. that sucks a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: It hurts so much! a1gent: I'm so sorry a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am becoming retarded and horny a1gent: I knew someone with it a1gent: well the horny bit's alright a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: My brain is becoming diseased and all I want is sex a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I can't think anymore a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: My nerves are becoming paralyzed a1gent: I understand CP a1gent: I'm a biologist a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: It is terrible! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: And there is no cure! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: No cure at all! a1gent: well, not yet... a1gent: you know yesturday we released the human genome a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Into the atmosphere? a1gent: no! The public domain - we finished it a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Will it cure me? a1gent: I'm working on it a1gent: it will do, one day a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Then I won't be so retarded and horny a1gent: it will show us how to cure nearly all diseases a1gent: it's a way of yet a1gent: but it's as important as inventing the wheel a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Wow! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Will it cure me in time? a1gent: maybe - there's a chance a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Before I am a drooling retard in a wheelchair just having sex all day? a1gent: well you are so pretty I can think of worse things... a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: But I won't be pretty! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I will become deformed a1gent: not that bad a1gent: you're beauty will still show thorugh a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Would you still hump me if i was deformed? a1gent: there is an inner beauty that can shine through whatever a1gent: you bet I would! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Even if my eyes popped out of my retard head? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: And my boobs were on opposite sides of my body a1gent: beauty is more than a physical thing a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You are so nice a1gent: it's a living spirit inside all of us a1gent: it's the twinkle in someones eye a1gent: the curl of someone's lips as they smile a1gent: and it transcends all illness a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: But what if my eyes were popped out and my lips were drooling and flapping, Where would the spark and twinkle be? a1gent: you ARE beautiful, and you always will be a1gent: it'd still be there a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Even if I am in a wheelchair peeing into a plastic bag? a1gent: have you seen a disabled persons face light up? a1gent: it's amazing a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Like when you shine a flashlight at them? a1gent: when they find out that someone loves them, or that they are appriciated a1gent: an amazing transformation takes place a1gent: I can't explain it a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Like they get cured and can walk? a1gent: no a1gent: it's just something in there face a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Like it becomes not deformed anymore? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: That would be so wonderful! a1gent: it's hard to describe. It's still deformed, but somehow the deformity becomes unimportant a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Wow! Like finding Jesus? a1gent: you realise that the out layer is nothing a1gent: and that the inner person and spirit is much more than that a1gent: yes - like finding jesus a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: So how would you have sex with me if i was retarded? a1gent: lay you gently on a bed a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Take me out of my wheelchair? a1gent: bend over you a1gent: yes a1gent: kiss you all over a1gent: pay attention to your whole body a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Even if I was peeing or drooling or something? a1gent: so whereever there are still nerves feels it a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Cerebral palsy is very bad! a1gent: yeah a1gent: love beats all of that a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Wow! And you would love me that much? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: What would you do next? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: To me? a1gent: well if you had feeling in your hands, I'd place them on me a1gent: move them over me a1gent: feeling all of me, including my penis a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Okay, but what if I didn't? Have feeling? a1gent: then I'd do whatever you wanted a1gent: I'd hope you had some feeling inside you a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: What if I couldn't talk? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Feeling like love inside me? a1gent: yeah - we'd find some way to communicate a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Like me blinking my eyes a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: One blink for yes, two for no! a1gent: you can always comunicate if you know someone well enough a1gent: yeah exaclty! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Let's try it! Practice! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Okay? a1gent: sure a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: I kiss you on your neck, do you feel that? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: is it nice? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: I kiss you some more a1gent: then I movce further down a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: and kiss you on your chest a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: oh you want me to stay on your neck? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguhhhhahhhh (that is the noise I'm making) a1gent: cool a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: I keep kissing you a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguahhhhauuahaga a1gent: would you like me to kiss anywhere else? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguah uaguagauuuaha a1gent: down a bit? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: I kiss gently downwards a1gent: down your chest a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguah uauuuauaha a1gent: would you like me to kiss your breasts? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uh ugauhaua auhaahuah a1gent: I slowly cup one of the breasts in my hand and kiss it gently a1gent: (what size are they?) a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguahauaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: (b cup) a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguahauaujaalahua a1gent: nice a1gent: you have lovely breasts a1gent: I start sucking slowly a1gent: and licking a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguahuauahaguaauagauhannnannnnaunununnnn a1gent: you want me to kiss the other one? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Nnnnuuuuuuuuauagaggaggagagguuggagh a1gent: OK I carry on with this one for a while a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Nnnnuuuuguuguuguuuuuuhhhhuuha a1gent: I trace my finger down your stomach. can you feel this? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a1gent: OK a1gent: I kiss you on the lips a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Nguh gughnguh a1gent: I move my finger down further. can you feel this? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhgauhnnnnn a1gent: I start carressing below your stomach with my finger a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhanuagua a1gent: rubbing softly around the outside of your vagina a1gent: you like? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhanananauaguabananarama a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhaha a1gent: I rub my finger in circles getting closer to inside you a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: then I brush gently against your clitoris a1gent: and rub it slowly a1gent: do you like this? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guahhhhyouaregayuagauuuahhahha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I rub more, faster a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Gguahuhauyoustuuupidbritishretardugaugahhuaghuaaaaaa a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: you stupid british retard? me? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuguguughhauuahhauguh a1gent: do you want me to stop? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a1gent: OK i bend down and kiss your vagina softly a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I start licking your clitoris a1gent: slowly at first a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guguaguahstraighttotheclitoriswhotaughtyoutohavesexpenthouseforumlettershuaaaah a1gent: but then going round in circles a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: getting faster and faster a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Hugauuuuahcirclesaroundtheclitorisyoureadthatinacheappornomagazineuguhahhhhh a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I slide my finger inside you at the same time a1gent: still licking the clit a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Huguahhhisyourpindickhardthinkingaboutthisuguaghhhhhhauagha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: then I put my lips around the clitoris and start sucking a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guuguguuguguuuuuuuhhah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: if you can see, my dick is huge and hard a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhahhahhhhhhthatswhatyouthinkyouqueeruuuuuhahhahhaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: ha! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink? a1gent: well you'll just have to find out for yourself a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Guhhhhagugahhhhaaaaaaah! a1gent: we're getting a lot of communicating done considering a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uhhhhahahaahah! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: have you had much experience with dicks then? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: well that's a suprise, a girl of your looks a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuhauauauuahaveyoueverseenaclitorisinyourlifeuuuughhhhhahhahah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: yes a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuahhahhaha a1gent: anyway, you want my dick inside you? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuuagggauahhhthisshouldbefunnyuuujajjajaahahha! a1gent: my fingers move to circling your clitoris a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: and I probe the outside of your vagina with my dick a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuahhauuhathisagainuuhshshaiiiajkja a1gent: before sliding it gently into you a1gent: you like? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I start sliding it in and out, slowly a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuugauuauuahicanhardlyfeelituuauuuahhahahhah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuahauuaggauuaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I carry on rubbing your clitoris with my fingers so you have maximum sensation a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a1gent: I start thrusting harder a1gent: and deeper a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuguauuhuuhgaggahhhhahhdroooooolll a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am having a sexy seizure! a1gent: cool! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I am flopping around on the bed like a gutted fish! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: I carry on thrusting, harder and harder a1gent: deeper and deeper a1gent: and faster a1gent: rubbing your clit with my fingers gently at the same time a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuaguhahahuahhahanicetryareyoupretendingitsayoungboysassyoupoofteruuuahaah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I kiss you as well at the same time a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: ok i don't! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuahhahahaiwouldntkissyouifyouwerethelastlimeyonearthoogahah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: I'm that bad looking am I? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuugahauuahga a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: (seizure) a1gent: I lie ontop of you so you don't hurt yourslef a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Huuhahahawhatkindofpervertwouldfuckaparalyzedgirluuahuahhahhhaguah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: hey! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uahauhahaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: (seizure) a1gent: sex is an act of love a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Ugauhhahahhaa a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink! a1gent: no reason disabled ppl should miss out a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uguahauahhahaa! a1gent: you think I'm a pervert? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: (keep going! i am close to orgasm!) a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uaguahhaahhaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: OK a1gent: I keep thrusting faster a1gent: you can feel me deep inside you a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink! a1gent: rubbing against your inside a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uhuahhahahgaugahhahhahanofeelingatallmyvaginaisparalyzedooohauaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uaguahhahhhahha a1gent: and my fingers rubbing against your clitoris a1gent: andyou see my body close to yours a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Ugauhahhhahahahanananannaannnnnanaguah a1gent: and you can see me hard and big, going into you a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: blink a1gent: and you can see the pleasure on my face a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Ugahhhauuuuufourinchesisnotbiginamericalandofthefreeyourottentoothedbrituhagghaha a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink a1gent: ha I'm not four inches! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Huhaguhhahhahhthreeuuhhahha? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a1gent: anyway size doesn't matter, it's waht you do with it a1gent: and most girls prefer not to big as otherwise it hurts a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uuuahhauuahkeeptellingyourselfthattinyuhhahhahah a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blinkblink a1gent: if you really must know I'm only about 7, but I've never measuers a1gent: I don't really care a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Uhauhhahhahaaguhahhahathatswhateverybodysaysiuhahhauuugagau a1gent: a girl will love me for who I am a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Blink blink a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Like you love me for who I am? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: A paralyzed vegetable on a hotel room bed? a1gent: I don't know you a1gent: who is making sarcastic comments all the time a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: For you to stick your tiny cock into whenever you please? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You rapist a1gent: and derides my cock a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I was blinking and you interperted it as consent a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: My family is going to sue your wedgie british arse off a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You humped a retard who couldn't lift her arms to defend herself! a1gent: are you really paralysed? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I will be very soon! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: My palsy will set in and then scum like you will rape me all the time a1gent: I'd never do that a1gent: just what have you got against me? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I thought you wanted to have sex with me, now you say you would never do it? a1gent: all I wanted was to compliment you on your photo a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You said retards need cock too! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You did! a1gent: needing cock is different than being allowed an equal expression of love a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: And then you raped me cybersexually! a1gent: cyber sexually you had perfectly the ability to let me know you didn't want it a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I was paralyzed! a1gent: just as you're typing now a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: I could only blink as you thrusted your feeble tool in and out of my flaccid, unresponsive vagina! a1gent: what have I ever done to you? a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You raped my unresponsive retarded corpse! a1gent: I did not a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: Scroll up, jacko: you did! a_m_b_e_r_4_e_v_e_r: You are no a1 gent at all! a1gent: hey amber, all I wanted was to chat